Really Sick of this Loneliness! Maybe you can help make sense?
Monday, June 22nd, 2009
Nate B. asked:
It’s getting to me so BAD!
My coworkers at work all have people in their lives, and most of the guys have girls they get to have fun with. And it ussually is new girls about at least every couple months.
I started this last 2 weeks to stop texting people and see what would happen, and needless to say hardly any text messages (mostly stopped cause one of my “friends” said it was annoying and I text all the time) one a day like “how you doing, whats up”is that to much?
I’m a 21yr. virgin, been dumped because I was a virgin, now the girl who dumped me want’s to be friends again (yet now not talking with me) I like her a lot, yet now she doen’t even text me back, WTH?
I get really sick of this High like want and ambition, then compelete soul shattering deppresion. I don’t know why, any ideas? Feel depresed, sucidal maybe 4+ times a week.
I’m not going anywhere in my life, and having no energy to get up and care about chaging it anymore. I want things, and am willing to work toward them, but then next day don’t give a Sh*t. ***?
Even just talking is becoming diffulcult, daily conversation wise. And it makes me want to go mute.
I don’t want to see a Physc, or Psycholigist, because I’m trying to get into the military, after being denied twice. (kinda one of my dreams I wanted to accomplish).
I’m really sick of it, people I don’t know, I can start a conversation with no issue, but daily lives people it’s like diffucult.
Now I’m lonely! and don’t know what to do, specially when I get rejected all the time, even on questions like this here.
Any thoughts, maybe advice. I’m just tired of bringing my so called friends into this downing thoughts all the time(but they are there all the time, even after I get done with having fun in the moment, ***!)
So really PLZ what should I do? I don’t even know what I want to be anymore! But I want a masters degree before i’m 30, and I’m a drop out of HS. Seriously didn’t even goto school, so starting from stractch
but I refuse to be alone if I hit 25 then it’s to the top of The Sears Tower! But I seriously do alot alone, and now just broke HELP?
It’s getting to me so BAD!
My coworkers at work all have people in their lives, and most of the guys have girls they get to have fun with. And it ussually is new girls about at least every couple months.
I started this last 2 weeks to stop texting people and see what would happen, and needless to say hardly any text messages (mostly stopped cause one of my “friends” said it was annoying and I text all the time) one a day like “how you doing, whats up”is that to much?
I’m a 21yr. virgin, been dumped because I was a virgin, now the girl who dumped me want’s to be friends again (yet now not talking with me) I like her a lot, yet now she doen’t even text me back, WTH?
I get really sick of this High like want and ambition, then compelete soul shattering deppresion. I don’t know why, any ideas? Feel depresed, sucidal maybe 4+ times a week.
I’m not going anywhere in my life, and having no energy to get up and care about chaging it anymore. I want things, and am willing to work toward them, but then next day don’t give a Sh*t. ***?
Even just talking is becoming diffulcult, daily conversation wise. And it makes me want to go mute.
I don’t want to see a Physc, or Psycholigist, because I’m trying to get into the military, after being denied twice. (kinda one of my dreams I wanted to accomplish).
I’m really sick of it, people I don’t know, I can start a conversation with no issue, but daily lives people it’s like diffucult.
Now I’m lonely! and don’t know what to do, specially when I get rejected all the time, even on questions like this here.
Any thoughts, maybe advice. I’m just tired of bringing my so called friends into this downing thoughts all the time(but they are there all the time, even after I get done with having fun in the moment, ***!)
So really PLZ what should I do? I don’t even know what I want to be anymore! But I want a masters degree before i’m 30, and I’m a drop out of HS. Seriously didn’t even goto school, so starting from stractch
but I refuse to be alone if I hit 25 then it’s to the top of The Sears Tower! But I seriously do alot alone, and now just broke HELP?